My girl friend spied on me and found out everything about me. She knew all the websites I visited and all my conversations. I wanted to tell her but I hated myself for having such odd fantasies. She kind of forced me tell her a short version of things. now she springs stuff on me and wants me to be more detailed but I cannot bring myself to do it. I stopped doing everything i use to do so it has made me a better person but she is the only one that knows. I do not know how I feel about her knowing. It is hard for me because I do not want to be judged and I was hoping that one day i would wake up and just not feel the shame and guilt. If she did not spy on me maybe I would have never stopped. I felt like some helpless addict. I don't know when if I will be able to openly talk to her about this. I did not want anyone to know.

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