TellingSecrets.org -- I can't hold it in any longer. I want ALL OF MY FRIENDS to live 30 days in my 350# shoes. Know what it's like to be judged on your size, underestimated, and being told you're "intimidating." To live constantly working out (DAILY) at the gym just trying to make any dent in the ginormous size of your entire body. I want them to have the stairs, the looks, the sneers of utter disgust. I want them to incessantly desire someone that is simply not attracted to you because you're not as beautiful as Terry, Geri, Toni, or Leslie. I want them to want to be noticed, just once. I want them to want to be heard, not just heard but listened to. I fantasize being the "hot one" in the group; the group looking more like a horde or gruesome ogres, hobbits, and orks in comparison to my awesome beauty.

I can't hold it in any longer. I want ALL OF MY FRIENDS to live 30 days in my 350# shoes. Know what it's like to be judged on your size, underestimated, and being told you're "intimidating." To live constantly working out (DAILY) at the gym just trying to make any dent in the ginormous size of your entire body. I want them to have the stairs, the looks, the sneers of utter disgust. I want them to incessantly desire someone that is simply not attracted to you because you're not as beautiful as Terry, Geri, Toni, or Leslie. I want them to want to be noticed, just once. I want them to want to be heard, not just heard but listened to. I fantasize being the "hot one" in the group; the group looking more like a horde or gruesome ogres, hobbits, and orks in comparison to my awesome beauty.

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