When I look at myself in a mirror I feel sick. I avoid touching myself when I'm alone because I hate the way it feels to wear my skin. I've contemplated suicide on numerous occasions, but would never do it. I feel terrified whenever I hear someone make "gay jokes" and feel extreme paranoia that someone will hurt me, ever since I've outer myself to a few friends. No one probably even suspects a thing though, 'cause I always wear a mask of disinterest whenever I'm around people. I feel so alone, so empty.

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I'm very sorry you feel this pain. No one should ever be judged for who they are. I think you should try moving to a more accepting place and just be yourself. Best of luck and all my love.

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