So, I'm going through this phase in my life. Being 19 and to never have a serious relationship has really started bugging me. I feel lonely, insecure, and unsure about everything in my life as it is. Anyways, I'll stop dragging this out. Because there are no excuses for the action that I took.

I was lonely and was talking to a person I met over the internet. A man that was 34. Someone that I knew didn't love me. Someone that I didn't care for much. But I liked the lies that came out of his mouth. So, I met him. Thank goodness I'm still a virgin. But still, we did things that I'm not proud of. We did things that I wanted to share with only a significant other. And yet I still continue to talk to him.

What is wrong with me?

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there's nothing wrong with you. you were tired of feeling lonely and his attention was the ego boost you were searching for. it's your dirty secret that you can go back to when you feel like the only person your age who has never done some of that stuff.
It would help to stop talking to him and focus on something other than relationships. When you are focused on other stuff is when the best relationships come long. Good luck!

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