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I'm a 16 year old virgin who's addicted to porn. I've been a raised a Christian and I still hold firmly to my beliefs, so why is it I can't help myself even though I know its wrong?

I'm not as hardcore an addict as I used to be, but there are occasions where I still succumb to temptation and give in. Even when I'm off porn I make up sexual fantasies and masturbate to them, all of it just to achieve that momentary "high" you orgasm.

The worst part? I feel immense revoltion towards myself after committing the deed, yet I crave that physical pleasure too much to bring myself to stop. I hate how I feel so dirty inside, like I'm freaking trash.

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I know how you feel because I am in the exact same situation. I really love God but it is very hard to stop doing this. However, I am sure we can do it because God will help us to succeed. We can`t give up...I promise I will keep fighting until I get to win this battle. I hope you do the same...

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It's normal for you to watch porn. God will still love you, don't worry. Watch porn, don't feel bad.

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its not normal to watch porn dont listen to that guy. Its normal for guys to look when there younger but not to get addicted. i was too and i never thought i could break the addiction but i did. at the time i was like i cant do it theres not way. and now look at me i dont remember the last time i looked at it.

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girl, literally, the exact same situation with me. You are far from alone. I too have struggled with porn and can't tell my christian friends. You just have to find something stronger than porn. I know it's tempting, but breaking free is finding someone who will never leave you to help you through. God is always a good helping hand.

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