I am like, 90% lesbian. I love the ladies, I want a wife to live with happily ever after. I have, and do, on occasion, sleep with dudes, but it's mostly because guys are easy and girls play hard to get. I have no desire to be in a relationship with a guy. now that that's clear, here's the secret: I keep having dreams about my male boss. my male, many years older than me, nerdy, has-a-son-and-an-ex-wife-but-the-divorce-isnt-final, boss. and not just sex dreams, but ROMANTIC dreams. and I wake up wanting to be with him more than anything. I don't like kids, I am gay, he's my boss. there is no logical reason for me to be with him, and MANY logical reasons for me to not be with him, including some I haven't mentioned here for anonymity purposes. But I do just the same. I usually manage to talk myself out of the feelings after a day or two after one of these dreams, but then I'll have another one. it's pretty infuriating.





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