well it is like this:
i am living in a small country(lot of problems you know) and my life is kind of boring and offle. I am in the years when i have to decide what should i do with my life and it so dificult. I like to go in a law school but all of my family is against me, Cos every one is a doctor or a informatic engeneur....noone from law or something like that.
Second i have to pass my graduation tests but in the country where i live it is so dificult cos every other high school in my country is studing from a different program ....how in the hell i should pass that bloody tests?
Now i don't know what should i do ........ should i go and study the law...but if the law school doesn't accept me... or i don't have points to get in?
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
i am so pissed off....
can someone tell me what should i do?

I've been secretly going out with a girl who already has a boyfriend. Lately I've started thinking about my ex who dumped me last year and wishing I could get back with her. I don't even know what I need to be happy.

i cheat on my husband every single day.. i sex online with men that think i am 18. im in my mid 30s. i do fantasies about me being a very young girl and they are my father and incest sex play. i cant stop. guys online have caught me in lies and i cant stop. i am doping as i type this. i feel like i need the attention.

I can't get this girl off my mind. She's beautiful. She's smart. She has an amazing body. She's fun. She's funny. She's perfect.

But, I have a boyfriend.

I shouldn't be thinking like this.

on monday my boyfriend began to act really strange, saying random things that didn't make sense, doing weird things and not acting like himself. i didn't think anything of it, i thought he may have been high or something. i didn't go to school on tuesday. we were talking on msn tuesday, and he kept saying how he was an angel and whatnot. i was so confused, but still, i overlooked it. that night the police came to my door at 2am saying that he was missing. i was delirious and didn't know what to do. he arrived home at 5am with only his boxers on covered in mud. i found out yesterday morning from his sister that he's in the hospital and they don't know what's wrong with him, im terribly worried and i wish icould see him. he doesn't remember much at the moment. im so scared he might forget me, and forget us. im scared for him. i hope he gets better. please pray for him.

I am cheating on my boyfriend, whom I love with another man I love. I cant let anyone I know, know about this. I dont know what to do with my sitution, but I always do this...I've just never taken it this far.

Even if I have a boyfriend, I flirt with guys who show sexual attention towards me. I've never cheated, just flirted....but I always do it, and I dont know how to stop and just say "i have a boyfriend, lets just be friends"

I think I like the attention because it makes me feel like im prettier or more likable than I actually am.

Instead of trying to find ways to make my self esteem better in a healthy way, I just try to find ways to not get caught flirting.

When I was little and found out about sex [oral], I tried it with my little brother. I feel that if I keep that secret in me forever that I would be lying to everyone. The thing is, he doesn't remember and I think it was a dream. Why do i still fell disgusting?

I'm afraid to love my mother because she's overweight and healthy. I'm dreading having to find care for her when she gets old. I figure it will be easier to take if I'm not that attached.

sometimes i want to die, not to commit suicide or anything, not that i want to stop living. just to find out whats out there. to find out whether there is an afterlife... and to see what people think of me after im gone.

I love somebody....... But he does not even know I exist ....and a lot of other girls love him to, I just really want to be the one for him...cuz I am pretty sure he's the one for
me.

I sometimes wish my husband would leave me. I am sick of being a stepmom to his spoiled son. I sometimes wish I was single again.

I have crush on my dog's vet.

I feel really guilty because my husband is a great guy who loves me dearly, but sometimes I just wish he would leave me.

Im a pathilogical liar. Ive lied to my family,my friends,everyone who knows me. I lie because honestly i want people to think my life is better than it really is. I told my mom i have a boyfriend and i talk about "him" all the time so she will be so proud of me and so happy i finally found someone but secretly its lies. I dont have all the glorious friends i tell people about. im a liar. and i wish i could turn around time so i didnt have to lie as much. Because now i have a web of lies that i cant get out of.