Fears

I got on the computer and saw that my mom searched "How to stop affairs" :( My parents have been married for 25 years...

I'm scared ppl will find out about how I made out with my sister. I'm scared that not only will they hate me for that but for all the negitive things I've done and said in the past. I'm supposed to be 'God boy' someone who craves for a close connection with God: but I doubt He's there sometimes. I'm an awful person. I lie, lust after younger women ( I'm 26 year old man and I can't find myself attracted to a woman who's older than 19 ), I love sex and all it's perverted forms. I hate my little brother and sister, my folks, I don't like my friends, and when my gospel CD makes it big I will want nothing to do with their trailer selves. I know! I'm awful! and what makes it worse is that I've been in love so many times! and with my exes running around knowing the real me I'm afraid I won't be able to quiet them before they tell the truth about me. They'll say: "well, walter did this." or "walter did that." I'm terrified.

i smile and act happy on the outside. i act tough like nothing can hurt me. but in reality, everything hurts me.everyone hurts me. i don't want to be alone.

No guy has ever really liked me. I'm a chubby girl with big boobs and that's all people really see. I did find the perfect boyfriend though. We've been dating for a year and a couple months. I'm not bored with him at all and I love it. I just get paranoid a lot when he goes to his friends house on the weekends. There is no cell service. He does'nt have the greatest friends either. I hope he has never cheated on me. I've never cheated, but ever since we've started dating, like 7 guys started flirting with me.. & I want to flirt back because no one really ever flirted with me.. But I would just feel like a ho. I don't want to ruin this great relationship. I can't. I won't I hope not

I am terrified by how much I love you. I didn't think I'd ever love anyone this overwhemingly again: I trust you. Please don't hurt me. I'm trying not to let my fear get in the way. Be nice.

There's a boy in my school who I used to like. But he used me for sex repeatedly. Why was he able to get away with it? Because I'm afraid of him. He gets rough. And I hate it. He made me cheat on my girlfriend several times, each time I told her about. Now he wants to propose to his girlfriend during prom. The girl he cheated on with me during the entire 11 months, twice on their anniversary. The girl he "quit" smoking for even though every week he was high. The girl who he's always spending special movie moments with, but talks behind her back. I want to tell her before she makes the biggest mistake of her life and says yes. Prom is in three days...and I'm so afraid of him.

i am scared of failing

I am deathly scared of the dark. I sleep with 3 night lights. Not even joking. im 14 almost and i cant get through a freakin scary movie with out freakin out. I know it sounds strupid but i cant help it. I swear one day the ring lady will get me.

I am afraid of getting married, but more afraid of being alone.

I'm an 18 year old tomboy, I don't have any girl friends, I only hang out with guys. They include me in everthing they do, and share their secrets with me. But recently this one has started making comments about how he would like to have sex with me, but said not to tell the others. I like him a lot, but I'm afraid to have sex with him, I don't want to ruin my tomboy image.