Fears

When my husband and I first started dating he told me I was the 2nd prettiest girlfriend he ever had and the 4th prettiest he'd ever been with. I have totally forgiven him, but I fear that on our wedding day I wasn't the most beautiful woman in the world to him....and that bothers me A LOT!

i need someone to love me

I am fat. I am ugly no one wants me. Men don't want me. No one even notices me. I am 28 and all my friends are getting married. Why can't I? I am afraid I will end up alone because I am to ugly to be loved. sometimes I just want to die.

I fear every little thing in this world, cause I hate them... and I can't stop hating them.

I was raped

I have done something that was as error and although it is not something serious, I can't stop thinking about it, am not sure it can be fixed and the worry is making me feel sick.. The worst part is that it is completely out of my character and I am worried that even if it does all end ok, that I may just not be able to forgive myself..

people i care about either move or turn on me. I am so scared of being alone. I can't bear it.

I'm scared of loving someone with all my soul but Im scared of dying alone with no one ever loving me.

It hurts when I spend an hour applying concealer, foundation, powder, blush, eye shadow, liner, mascara, and lipstick, and then my best friend sees me and asks "hmm...no makeup tonight?"

Am I really so ugly that even with layers of paint, I'm not good enough?

she's perfect. Intelligent, funny, sings like a nightingale, she is a pharmacist, her own house, car, no bills and wonderful in-laws. She's got smoking eyes, powerful smile, big breasts, butt, hips, and smoking body. I'm scared that I'll lose her she's that perfect. Why does SHE want to be with ME? I'm fat, obnoxious, dumb. why me?