Obsessions

i love my boyfriend
but i am obsessed with my professor
i am crazy about him
now as i can't see him any more
i am going crazy
i want to see him
i even thought abt emailing him
i know he liked me too
a little bit maybe
but his eyes did sparkle when he see me
i just want to say good bye
coz i haven't
i want to see him

He thinks I don't know it but the boy who lives next door has been peeking in my bathroom window a few nights each week for almost a year now. I don't know if its been going on longer but have become obsessed by exposing myself to him. It arouses me each time I know he is seeing me naked and now I always leave the window up just enough for him to see in. I even began leaving the shower cutain half way open. He not only sees me shower but I now let him watch me shave my pubic hair. About five months ago I started letting him see me masturbate and am not the least bit embarrassed. I never did anything like this before but I am so aroused by it I continue doing it as many as four nights some weeks. I usually turn on the bathroom light around 8pm and watch from my den as he climbs onto the shed roof. Thats when I go in the bathroom and undress right away. I see him and talk to him often but never let on I know.

i think about you all the time. not sure how long i can stand being friends with you when really all i want to do is fuck you.

Sometimes I think I might actually be a lesbian. I'm obsessed with pictures of female models. I think their form on film is beautiful.


But I love the cock.

Even though you left me 3 years ago, I still think about you all the time.
And I still have your picture in the bottom of my drawer.
I love you.

Today I almost gave in. There he was, sitting behind me, sexier than anything else I've known. And as the teacher droned on all I wanted to do was jump across the desk and kiss him. Honestly, it took a lot of will power to hold myself down. I've never felt this way before. I don't know why. There's just something about him I can't place.

I cry while I work out because I hate myself and my body so much.

I am obsessed with District 9......And the main charecter in it

I wish i could be on my death bed in the hospital and be able to tell you everything that i feel for you, and not feel guilty for doing so..... how beautiful you are, how i love you, and how i dont want to every lose you as a friend! but you have a fiance, and that wont happen, and i dont know how would take it now. So in hoping that you read this and know its me, i dont think you will ever know and you will only ever think of me as a good friend. Good luck with your life!

I am obsessed with overweight girls. I am athletic and fit but completely drawn to the curves of pretty, large women. I also think they need to know that they can be very beautiful, because of, not just in spite of their weight.