Regrets

I have never loved her

I want to share my secrets with you.
I want hang out and drink sodas and laugh about stupid shit.
I want you to be my friend again, so we can do normal friend stuff, like going shopping and talking about boys together.

I want a lot of things, but none of them will ever happen because you can't put that bottle down.

I liked this guy the whole year at school. I found out at the end of the year he wasn't coming back to that school and that I'll never see him again. I cry every night because I regret not telling him how I felt about him.

I wish that I had moved to France when I had the chance, rather than staying here to make you happy.

I told a coworker about a crush someone had on me a long long time ago and said maybe I should have gone out with him when I had the chance... without saying the person's name but he figured out who it was and went back to this guy's family about it. Now the whole family are giving me dirty looks. I feel like the gossip has spread to my neighborhood. I hate this coworker now needless to say. I don't know what other kinds of dirty rumors he's spreading about me.

I miss my daddy. I miss him so much, I regret not saying goodbye when I had the chance. It breaks my heart that we never talked, that I never showed up for Christmas, that I disappointed him.

But most of all - I just miss my daddy. A lot.

He told me everyday that he loved me and I never said it back to him. Now we dont talk anymore and it hurts to think that he has moved on. I guess I'll never know if it would of worked out between us.

I'm a junior in highschool and I had never kissed anyone until a couple days ago.
I'm afraid of getting close to anyone, even just when someone brushes up against me, I hate it (due to past abuse).
But I let this guy hug me, pull me onto his chest, kiss me, stare into my eyes.
I was in heaven until my friend told me that he has "crushes" on four other girls and has had sex with who knows how many others.
Now I can't stand the thought of seeing him again, letting him touch me...no, wait...ANYONE touching me. I want to cut my lips off. And now, I'm afraid to look at any guy who's "emo."
He was emo. I regret every minute of it.
But at the same time, I think I'd sleep with him.
But then I'd regret it and hate myself even more.

When i was 14 i gave some boy a blow i was just trying but i didnt like it now i regret w all my heart i wish i could take it all back...Im 15.

I am worried my biggest mistake has ruined the best thing i have ever had. Fuck hindsight. I love you, I always will. BELIEVE ME?