Fantasies

I like u alot and all I want to do is take u down and kiss you non stop, I masturbate in the shower to ur name.... I imagin u in me but I know your not ready and I have to go slow but I don't want to wait for ever just to kiss u... Please kiss me and be mine.... I want u

I'm dating the most wonderful guy in the world. I want to kiss my female best friend. And I'm in love with both of them.

I am a very nice, well-behaved girl and everyone thinks I'm a goody-two-shoes, but I have a fantasy to enter in to an S&M relationship with my chemistry instructor (who is kind of a jerk and doesn't believe in global warming, btw). And I *do* believe in global warming.

Piece by piece, I'm planning our wedding.

Yesterday, I figured out a song that would be perfect for our first dance. When I told you, you looked like you were about ready to cry (happy tears, of course). Thanks for being the most amazing boyfriend and not freaking out when I talk about stuff like this. I try not to do it too often.

ME:"So you wanted to tell me something?"

HER: "What did YOU wanna tell me?"

She leaned her head against the wall and said the words that were music to my ears. The words ive wanted to hear for 6 months. No, its not about love, we are both girls.

HER: "I was gonna say Im emo and I cut myself."

Those words struck a chord in me.

ME: *Gasp* Are you serious?"

She pulled back her bracelets and showed me, and sure enough, there were little scrapes not light enough to be called scratches, but not deep enough to be called cuts.

ME: Me to!!
I pulled back my jacket sleeve and showed her the six deep cuts on my arm. She looked at me and said, "Hug!" And we both hugged. Happiest day of my life. Rachel, i never thought I'd find someone else, today is the happiest day of my life. 9/28/11

I created my version of the perfect boyfriend (MUAHAHAHA!!!) and I've kinda been having a relationship with him for 3 years. He's tall, black-haired and blue-eyed, his name is Caius Rant, aged 20, born on the 10th of February and the best part: SCOTTISH ACCENT. I could stay all night writing details but it wouldn't do. The thing is he's too perfect so I stopped liking any other real guys. I'm in a mess and don't know how to get out of this (though a part of me doesn't really want to). I'm a freak and a geek and a loser... hell yeah!:))

I fell inlove with him the first time we ever spoke. I love him. I love him with everything I am and I know he is the one for me.

sometimes when I see two extremely good looking guys, I picture them in a gay relationship. what the heck?

Im not evn sure if this can be called a problem, but I think I am in love with my best friend. She has been my closest friend, I have told her more about me than anyone else, and I know more about her than anyone else. Shes pretty but that's not the point. She has hurt me before we've had drama, but through all that were friends and I love her. The problem would be tht I'm a girl. I hav had boyfriends and I don't understand. Am I gay?
PLEASE COMMENT. please help

I believe that my favorite book characters are real. I believe that one day they'll come and get me,and that they'll take me to a place where I'll be like them, with supernatural powers and all that junk.