Lies

I used to lie to my husband all the time.

I have been a cutter off-and-on since 8th grade, anorexic since 9th grade, and a drug addict since 10th grade. I first used heroin almost a year ago (at age 19, almost 20). My parents know all of this. What they don't know is that after I was sent to detox in July I used within 24 hours and am still addicted...
I don't know what to do. My parents will give up on me (my dads exact words) if I tell them. Without them I will be completely fucked and my life will end as far as I am concerned. They don't even know that I am still with my boyfriend and we have been living in my car since he got kicked out over a month ago. My life is so fucked...

I didn't want to go to the school trip to Rome but I didn't say it and waited for the declaration of consent to deny it in written form. Unfortunately the teachers had already booked the flight and because of this one refusal the offer was canelled. As this concerned two courses I felt quite guilty and thought it would be better to have a good excuse (as everybody was really angry - it has been hard to find an acceptable offer). So I told my teacher that I had to make a psychotherapy and my therapist would have said I was mentally incapable to do a trip abroad. He would have told me just three days before and I was too ashamed to admit. I cried during this "confession" (as I felt under great pressure and more and more guilty). I was ok with playing the little hurt girl (- I told this fairy tale to one other person as everybody already knew it was my fault and thought it was a problem of money - my teacher negated this which made everybody wonder. I told her not to tell 'bout my "mentally problems". I just wanted her to cofirm that it was not a problem of money) but my worried teacher said that it'd be better for me to confess to my course so that I feel relieved and there would not be wrong rumors. She said my course members are sufficiently grown up.
I feel like a really bad person and I am ashamed.
Before that drama I had carelessly told two girls that I did not want to do the trip and rather use that money to save it for a car. I hope they believe that it was a lie to cover my created "truth".
I am so nervous and feel down. Never thought I would ever end up this way.

i lost my virginity, unwillingly at 12 and now i deny it to everyone because i hate myself for it.

I'm a varsity soccer player and the president of my school's anime club. That's just not the way the world works, and I feel like I'm lying to everyone about something.

I dated you and I pretended to find you cool because I could't just tell you how much you sucked!

I have to tell ridiculous lies about my personal life to get any attention. These include nonsense about drugs, parties and guys. To everyone I know i'm a slut, but I get a little more notice than without.

You told me you were okay, you told me everything in your life was all good. You lied to me. It hurts so much knowing that you were supposed to be my best friend in the entire world and you lied to me. You lied about your father not abusing you, when he did. You lied about your mother not taking drugs, when she did. You lied about your brother not sexually abusing you, when he did. You lied about your granddad not having cancer, when he did. I don't know what I did for you to lie to me? And then I find out at 8:37am on the 25th of July 2011 that you commited suicide because you couldn't take it anymore and you were tired of lying to your best friend. You could have just spoken to me about this and I would have understood, I would have hugged you and held you until you had a smile on your face again, I would of forgiven you if only you have come to me and told me everything. Why did you kill yourself? Now I will always feel like you killing yourself is somehow, my fault.

I love my boyfriend so much, but he hangs out with that one girl more than me. And I think he likes her. He tells her everything, and doesn't tell me anything. Plus he constantly asks me if I like other guys. And he lied about my bestfriend. I don't know if I should break up with him or not... I feel like his whole family will hate me if I do, because I became real close friends with his family.

I told you I was a virgin, and now I'm going to fuck you. You're going to be my sixth. yeah I'm a hoe. But I'm on to the next one after you.