Confessions

I dont brag about my penis size like all the kids at school. They probably think I have a tiny pecker, but Im really just a big monster down under mwahahHEHAHAHHAHAH

A message to all the 12 year olds (and similarly youthful folks) on this site -

I'm sorry that life is hard for you. That really was the hardest age for me, 11-13. It was a tough time and I get what you're going through, but...

Cutting isn't going to help you. Please don't do it. It's not worth it.

Having a boyfriend/girlfriend isn't really that important. In 5 years, you won't even remember his/her name. Plus, what's the point of dating when you can't even drive yourself to go on dates? (And this is coming from someone who "dated" in middle school.) Please don't value your love life more than your actual life.

Your parents may seem horrible right now, but (for the most part) they're just trying to look out for you and be good parents. Don't hate them for grounding you when you do something dumb. (If they're actually abusive or whatever, then yeah, go talk to DCFS or something!)

If your friends are getting into trouble (e.g. drugs, alcohol, cutting, getting involved with people very much older than them, etc.), don't be afraid to talk to them about it. If that doesn't help, talk to an adult. It may seem like your friend will be upset, but he/she will thank you in the long run.

You're young. Hardly anything at your age is permanent, so just focus on having fun and doing well in school because honestly, that's all that really matters.

It's annoying how I got cute, you got fat and I still want you.

I hate my brother. He's 15 and I'm 11. He always copies my music. He thinks he did it first. And I'm the one who gets in trouble. I wish he was dead or disappeared. Life would be better. I wont regretted. Then he always starts to fight me. I end up crying

I resent easily accessible birth control for making casual sex such a 'thing', and making me lose faith in my fiance.

i just transfered to a public school. i have no friends and i have no one i can relate too all i do is hangout with my boyfriend and it gets boring.
my skin is natuarlly white but i put tanner all over my body. i wear heavy makeup and everything. people tell me i look pretty without it ans with it but i dont want to hear that but then again i dont know what to believe, guys always tell me im hot..but for some reason thats not enough for me to feel good about myself. i wish had atleast i had one close friend but i get nervous about what people think about me so i dont really talk. i feel like theres no hope. im trapped inside this bubble of insecureness and hoplessness.

I am so sorry I was that girl. Never ever again.

I wish someone knew and cared about everything that has happened. I used to cut, and I stopped. It took a long time for all the scars to fade, but they only faded because I rubbed lemon juice and honey on them. Now I miss the scars, and the days are feeling lonelier and darker.... I miss cutting. I can just feel that blade in my hand again.... But I just got to wearing short sleeves again and I don't want to lose that. I dont wanna be depressed again.... I thought I beat it, twice. Now I'm slipping back into it and I'm afraid that I'll lose control and cut my arms again. I wish someone knew everything I've been through. I wish they know just how much I'm hurting. When i used to cut, I'd walk out of the school bathroom after a cutting session, and is walk down the crowded hallway thinking, you don't know I just hurt myself in the bathroom. You don't know I just made myself BLEED!! PLEASE! I just want someone to say hi to me in the halls like I do. I walk down them, smiling and saying hi to people I dont know, in hopes they'll see how nice I could be, and how they should be my friend... I'm afraid. I'm afraid of cutting. But I miss it so much! I miss my scars, I wish I'd kept them so I had proof that I did cut. Im so scared, Im slipping back into depression. I'm also twelve years old. I'm pretty sure I'm a 25 year old stuck in a twelve year olds body. I don't think like my friends do. I never have. Ive always known I'm different. This SUCKS.

Tonight, the man I love asked if I was having an affair with his business partner. I was incredulous - I cannot believe how someone so close to me could believe rumors instead of having faith that I would tell him about it if it were reality. Yet I still love this man, even though I'm married to another. It's not something I looked to find, but now that I'm here, I wish I would've never fallen in love with him because I can't do anything about it. And now..for him to ask me such a thing - it hurts me. Please let me have the strength to not let the rumors affect me. I also hope that I can fall in love with my husband again instead.

This website may have saved my life. Please post more secrets guys, it helps me when I see I'm not alone.