Confessions

I went on my boyfriend's Facebook and untagged all the pictures his ex had posted of him. (It was only like 15 pictures so it's nothing noticeable or memorable.) I then blocked her Facebook from his and deleted the history. They weren't friends or anything, either. I just wish she would stop existing.

"This body's not a temple, it's a prison, and every wall inside here is on fire."

Lyrics that ring true, every day of my life.

I have lost the wonman i love. She was never close to me emotionaly, we just had sex and hang out. She lives somewhere else now, and im in pain. I am afraid i will never love anyone as much as i love her.She was adorable and funny. I hate myself for loosing her.

i love him to pieces. the sad thing is that i know i am stuck in the friend zone. he just came out of a relation ship... i love him, absolutely positively am in love with him. he notices me... but he cant pick up the clue that i love him... please... love me back.

I've always had a thing with ruining peoples relationships. I make a guy leave his gf and then I don't want to be with him because the fact that he will leave his girl for another girl that quick means he will leave me just as fast.
I have a close friend who is the best guys friend a girl could ever ask for, and hes had his gf for 4 years. My other friend keeps telling me to just make him mine. But the truth is ... I like him so much that I don't want to ruin him and his gfs thing. I'm scared that this will turn out to be one of those hes going to marry her and I will never be able to confess how i feel.

I just had an abortion and told the people who know of my pregnancy that it was a miscarriage. I did this because the guy I am in love with came back to me after 4 months. It wasn't his. I don't plan on telling him about my pregnancy either.

I'm becoming addicted to marijuana. My boyfriend introduced me after I said no for 19 years. Now we smoke almost weekly but I want it more. My life has been so hectic it just feels right to blaze. I'm afraid to tell him how much I want it. Sometimes I resent him for ever introducing me to MJ.

I hate guys. I HATE THEM. I think boys are unattractive and gross...
I'm know I'm gay.
But I don't want to tell anyone.
I've known for a very long time... No one else does though.

I secretly like police men, even though I don't like them.

When im upset i sneak onto my roof at 3am and just breathe and listen to everything. Im afraid my parents will find me but they never wake up:)