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I'm 19 and have never had my period. I have to take contraceptive pills everyday because I have low levels of hormones. I am also completely flat chested and I have to stuff my bra or else it would gang loose. I love children more than anything and it kills me that I will never be able to have one.
so i just watched this movie called "She's Too Young" and I am way past being a teen, but I was raped as a virgin when i was 29 and have been tested ever since heaps of times for HIV aids and herpes other stds ... each time they come up clear but i worry they are lying to me to protect me from the truth, maybe that is why no guys like me. People should make their kids watch these films and they should be on tv because they are real... and to be honest I am not so sure that one hit of antibiotics kills the virus.
and kids of 14 should not be even having sex of any kind with adult men and should, and if they do have teen sex with other teen boys they should be using protection getting educated on stds in school and about safe sex and being tested regularly.
I watched the movie and thought it was great ... but it scared me to think that this is a kids problem... it scares me to think girls as young as 11 are sexperts going down on guys at school to be popular or with any man ...
hell i was molested heaps of times as a child and I was dead scared of my genitals and men for years after blocking so much stuff out that made me so afraid of relationships and intimacy. we all handle these things differently.
I was always distant to you and now you give up. I wish I could tell you how much I like you but you wouldn't even sit with me. I am afraid I need to move on.
My boyfriend pays for everything. I don't like how he treats me and want to leave him but I stay because I like all the gifts.
I feel so numb, it's very tempting to self-harm. But I haven't in years, so I won't.
I can't remember what it feels like not to be numb.
Time for what? I've been here all along, I just wish, just wish, you could find time to see me.
as a child i was always abandoned and ignored at family gatherings even on my birthday. in 1976-77 my sister took off often and did social things while i was left in the dark about who my godparents were and who was who in the family.
often in the late 1970s the kids would take off to parties at other places and i was left alone sick with measles or chicken pox. and family would ignore me and take off in a special club while i was left behind alone or with dangerous sexually predatory people.
that was a pattern then into the 1980s my sister went to parties i was not invited and then into our teens she went place and to parties i was not welcome.
my sister never wanted me around her when she was without a man in her teens, and even when she had men she played games of abuse and snide back stabbing and attack.
i feel like i have never had a real identity at all as an individual person.
I wish she was still here, I wish I was the one that passed. Not her. It's not fair..I miss her so much but I'll never see her again. R.I.P. mommy
I always think of having sex with my crush. He is the love my life. I just knew it.
I love my dad more than I love my mom, and I think she knows it. But she’s called me a bitch before so I don’t feel guilty.
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