i think guys don't want me because i have a medium frame body and they like my friends because they have a nice small frame body....it hurts like hell knowing no one would take me because im big ....

I'm gay and I'm in love with my friend and he's dating my other friend, who is a girl.

I went not with another girl. When i was in second year it started in the summer hols after first year. We kissed (her idea, she said someone would stab her if she did not kiss a girl. An ovious lie) but after that i wanted her. But waited untill october and went out with her which at the time she wanted me too. I had never kissed a girl before but it was better than a boy. I dumped her after new year just we told our closest friend about us. We went back out a few months ago but i dumped her by text. We still kissed alot after that. Until i made a desision not to kiss her again she tried to kiss me a few weeks ago but i pulled away. I dont hang about with her anymore as i an very uncomfortable around her. When we were going out i fancied another girl(not my reason for dumping her) the girls name is paula she is albainian dark haired but acts so blonde. I stopped fancying her but i still get butterflyies at the sound of her name. I think im gay.

I'm so confused right now because my ex boyfriend recently told me he still had feelings for me. I have always and probably will always have feelings for him but I have feelings for my current boyfriend as well. I just feel like my ex and I never got a fair enough chance and would still be together today if certain things did not come into play.

i am in love with my ex hollie that i broke up with for another girl and only realize it now that its to late and she is moving to ny.

i wish my life wasnt so complicated. i have 3 girls that like me alot. 1 is beautiful 1 is really nice and down to earth and 1 is the funnyest person you have ever met but the only girl i love i cant have because i ruined it along time ago and now i regret it with every second of every day because i cant get her out of my head.

My dad's side of the family is messed up. They lie all the time & they fight & then pretend nothing is wrong. E.g. my grandad died & I was the only 1 who could be at his deathbed coz they were all "working" during the week & the weekend. I tried to be honest with them about the pain that caused me, but it was like talking to a brick wall. They always think they do nothing wrong & it really frustrates me.
My confession is that I'm hurt by their behaviour. I sometimes really really hate them for being such liars, but I have no other family. I can't believe that they are all that I have.
When my Grandma dies, I will never contact them again.
I will have my own family & never be in contact with those insane twats again. I've had enough of their deceitful & hurtful behaviour.

Everyone thinks I'm the happiest guy in the world. I actually can't find anything that really makes me happy.... 'cept maybe a girlfriend.... but then, I'm not having any luck even coming close to finding one of those.

I used to secretly plan to kill my mother.

After she died and I got a much needed transplant from her liver I realized just how foolish I was. SHe loved me till the end and ever after.

I had suspected that she was attracted to me - god knows why. But her boyfriend is such an arrogant and callous prick, a mean drunk, maybe even abusive. No small wonder she "jokingly" propositioned me a few nights back, when we happened to bump into each other at a pub. She sat right next to me - boyfriend's out of town - and asked me "what are you doing later"
- 2 a.m. -
She laughed it off and I pretended not to hear her, but she was half joking, I'm certain. She makes me sick. They both do. She's weak, a coward - and he's your run-of-the-mill wife beater type. They deserve each other.

It makes me furious that she'd say something provocative like that and then run for cover by framing it as a joke. I'm suppose to take the lead, is that it?

Silly girl, that's exactly why you're in the mess you're in now. And now I know you're capable of being unfaithful, that's one too many strikes against you.

No more for me, no more kittens rescued from a tree. And what am I suppose to think? She'd be faithful to me? No, no, this cycle started a long time ago. I know this story. I know the type and they are legion. Too bad, I felt something this time, a glimmer of hope, but she blew it.

I lied to my boyfriend about my identity. I'm searching for a reason to break up with him.

...But I love him.

my sister is becoming my best friend. i cant think of anyone else i would rather go and explore the world with. i guess after 18 years of arguing we have nothing left to argue about.