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please dav don't let my sister copy the courses and career I want to do. please don't let her kill me. I deserve a life. please I beg you don't let her and abort win. help me stop these fears.
I never wanted to be a Dad. At 18 I knocked up my girlfriend and had a son. We got married and she convinced me to have another kid. Then we got divorced. I am 28 now, and I love my kids and care about them but I still feel I am a not cut out to be a parent. I am more of a big brother or friend to them most of them time and will continue to be there however for many years I have suffered from depression and I fear it all stems from being trapped in a life I never wanted and never will want. I also feel like a terrible person for feeling this way.
I pray a bed quilt I made is not damaged from leaks or water... I pray I will find the curtains and things... I am sick of people taking me for granted when they steal my things I feel used and unloved, I feel worthless and unappreciated.
I have to tell a friend something important, but i am afraid of them hating me. and if they do hate me, i feel like i will regret it because i would them to remember me like they did before.
I'm a 19 year old male, who still lives at home with my mom. I haven't talked to my father in 3 years, it being my choice. I can't hold a relationship for longer then 2 days with anther female. April 10, 2013 my world flipped upside down, 4 of my best friends past away. At the time I could of considered them my only friends. I worked over 50 hours a week with all of them, them managed to go to college with them as well. I've been lost without them considering they were my direction, they were my life. About 6 months before that my mom had a divorce involving a shotgun and my ex-step father. My mother had a child with him. When they got married, I did not want to be apart of the weeding due to the fact that I knew he was not good enough for my mom. 2 months ago I lost my job that I have worked at for at least 2 years, the same one I had with my old friends. I have known them for around 7 years a piece. I've had deaths in the family, but none have destroyed me this bad. I still cry every mourning and night. But nobody nose it. I wanna reach god, but not sure if it's my thing. Every time I try to have a relationship, I myself rush into it because I guess I'm trying to fill avoid. For example I was talking to this extremely attractive person for 1 week and though I loved her. But the 1st two days, I figured out we are two totally different ppl when it comes to music, fun activities, types of food, etc. I've been cooking for my career for 5 years now. But I think I'm getting tried of it. I lost my drive to move. I use to have the biggest drive in the world, but I got it from wanting to be better then my friends. Now that there gone I feel like I should be, I feel like nothing matters. I don't know if it's time for a new career or not. But I do know I'm ready for a new life, but I'm scared to start it, or scared to tell anyone about it. Thank you a lot If you have read this I need some advice..
I was bashed up just for liking these guys right, and a lot of the time it has been violent women who have attacked me and assaulted me over a man. I just wonder about the statistics of this ...women bashing other women for men. or is it unique to me only? it seems to happen every few years. if the guy flirts with me or if I show interest in him when he flirts etc. I feel extremely beaten down and broken over bashings ... its blocked me as a person.
im in love with one of my best friends and all i know is that he has no idea and doesn't feel the same way.
It's killing me. I've tried everything to get over him but nothing worked. I'm losing my mind over someone who will never love me in return.
One of my fears concerning my family is that my mum and stepdad would get into a fight so big, they would stop talking to each other like my mum and dad used to do. Now it's happening. I don't know what to do. I don't want my little sister and my little brother to see them fighting so I do my best to watch them and take care of them because my parents are caught up in their own problems.
I flirt with people to disgust them because I know I'll never, ever be loved.
My goddaugher, 18, is living with me and my wife now, indefinitely, and I think I'm in love with her. She's vibrant, lovely, passionate, bright, and sweet.
I want to show her just how lovely she is on so many levels. I want to make her come her brains out. I want to just touch her, put my arm around her, feel her near me.
Sometimes I wonder if she has the same vibe. Other times I don't think so. If she doesn't, I can handle that. If she does, well, well.
Today my dad confronted me about not having a real plan for my future. He thinks that I am afraid of the world and that I will settle for any mediocre thing that pops up in my way. He keeps telling me that I need to loose weight and become prettier because in this fucked up world it doesn't matter if you are smart if you don't look beautiful no one will ever give you a chance. He tried to save the his hurtful comments by saying that he is just concerned for me because I don't ask for the best in myself. He thinks that my art is stupid and will get me nothing. What hurts more is the fact that he thinks I am actually ok with settling for mediocre shit. I think I am beautiful the way I am and I won't settle for less I will do my art until I die, I don't give a fuck if no one likes it.
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