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I have to be strong and pretend nothing I feel matters. The only thing I ever wanted in this life was a family. Its something I never got.
after 10 years of hair loss. I only wish for all of it to grow back. I am sick of putting it in a bun to hide my bald spots....i cry about this all the time.
I stole my parents wedding rings and sold them for 80 dollars to buy heroin. I will never forgive myself for that.
I'm a productive tax paying citizen who smokes pot daily to remedy my P.T.S.D. - and I wish they would make it legal already.
Seeing you the other day for the first time in six months brought all of those old feelings back... I thought I could convince myself that you didn't matter to me anymore, and that I don't care that you've moved on and have a girlfriend now, but there's just something about you that I can't shake.
It's so hard because we have mutual friends, and I wish the two of us could be amicable, but if I'm being completely honest... My heart breaks a little every time I think about what could have been between us. We were never "just friends," and I don't know if we truly ever could be.
I swear, though, I saw that same twinkle in your eye that I did the first night we met... When we couldn't keep our eyes off each other, as though we were magnets being drawn toward each other. I can help but hold onto the hope that somewhere, deep inside, you share these same feelings.
Maybe someday I'll muster up the courage to tell you: I miss you.
Nobody knows it, but I am going to kill myself.
I've been thinking rationally about it for awhile now, and I think that its the only way I can end my suffering.
I am going to lose my home soon, I am unemployed, and my family has hated me since I was born.
My mom cheated on my dad, and thats how I was made. My dad always resented me, and my mom is ashamed of me. I have nowhere left to go, nothing left to live for.
People say that suicide isn't the option, but they haven't faced hunger or homelessness or prostitution before and I have. I don't want to live anymore, and thats ok. I'm so tired of waking up in the morning, wondering what disaster is going to hit me.
When I was about 10 or 11 I was molested by a man that broke into my home. He threatened to kill me and my mother , being so young I believed him. He forced me to give him oral sex , and he molested me. Afterwards he stole something out of my house. My mother was passed out drunk in the living room or her room , so she didn't hear me when I was crying for her. I told the man that I wanted my mother I would cry and say " I want my mommy " and then he would say "OK I'm gonna go get her".. He never did. After he was done with me , he put tooth paste in my mouth , I guess to get rid of the taste that was in my mouth. The following morning I asked my mom did she know anyone named "Chris" that's what the man said his name was & that he knew my mother. She said "No" .. That's when I broke down and cried , I told her that he threatened to kill me. And she asked " Did he touch you?" I wanted to say "Yes" .. But what came out was "No" ...I didn't mean to lie to her. But it was the shame , humiliation , embarrassment that I felt at the time. Its been damn there 10 years since this happen , I'm 19 now , but it just keeps eating at me , keeping me up at night , there's not a day that goes by that I don't think about it. I have always wanted to tell someone , but there's this fear inside of me that keeps me from doing so. I don't wanna be looked at differently by that person , that I tell. I really wanna tell my mother , I don't want her to blame herself for it , now that I'm older I understand that it wasn't her fault , and it wasn't mines. After that happend to me , I was molested again at a friends slumber party , by her mothers boyfriend. Thats when I really became bitter and angry at everyone and I hated everyone. I lied on people who hadn't done anything wrong , stole from people. I acted out , that's wasn't right either , I understood why I was doing these things but they didn't. I regret not speaking up when I should have , and there's this part of me that's ready now.. But should I? It happened so long ago? Will it change anything? Idk... - California Girl
i am afraid for my life where i live it is unsafe and the people are cruel and evil minded. there has been break in and stealing around the area and animals being attacked. i fear for my family and my own safety all the time. we always have someone at home in case of break ins etc... for our cats but i am afraid often with strange things going on and I wish to move away from my neighbors to somewhere really nice and colder climate and larger estate with a gothic feel to it. i like lots of land i spent some of my childhood on a flower farm and loved that space no close neighbors and less noise ...
i love seeing rolling green fields and i want to experience snow and a large house, i love old places that are well looked after and replenished into good living conditions, i love fog and chill and just hate the heat and summers here in brisbane.
i long to move to somewhere that feels friendlier and peaceful and cozy...
Someone told me that a few boys in our grade liked a girl. That night, I asked someone if they knew her, and they did so I explained why. In the morning, the girl that I was told was liked by many contacted me, asking who liked her. I figured it was true, so I told her who. But she screenshot it and sent it to the boys and all their friends, and it turned out it wasn't true. They were furious at me and I can understand why. To make matters worse, my crush was one of their friends, and it turned out he actually liked that girl and I ruined his chances.
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