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My book launch this weekend was ruined by a competing author's free giveaway. The thing is, hers isn't a bad book but it was free and mine was 3 bucks. AND, hers was shown right under mine on Amazon--"Customers also viewed these."
I'm trying not to be jealous but I write full-time for a living and I make a modest living, at best. She lives off her husband's income and is always tweeting about buying a new something or other.
I can't even console myself by telling myself her book is bad and it'll tank someday because it's actually pretty good.
People always think I'm happy and proud of always being successful. But there's more than that. I know that I am a disappointment to my family, even while being intelligent beyond belief. People always believe that I am so grateful for a great family and all, but I disappoint my own family all the time. In addition, a lot of people think that I am very social, but only when people get to know me. I enjoy having friends and trying to be friendly, but I am so socially awkward and have terrible social skills. My only friends always make fun of me and I always pretend like I don't care. The only reason I do this is because I understand they are going through puberty and aren't smart enough to control their emotions. Another reason is that they are the only possible friends I can obtain, with there being nearly no other kids at my school that game on the PC. My life is very depressing, and I honestly have serious moments that I just cannot take it anymore. Even the one person I managed to make serious connections to (my crush), has recently friend-zoned me. I had a feeling we were soul mates and we had so much in common. I still have some hope, and for the most part I have a feeling life will come back around for me.
I know I was really mean to you. I know we've apologized for everything we said and did to each other. And now I know the whole story and I didn't before. Yea I forgive you and I'm happy for a while, but then after about a month after our "make-up and apologize talks" I start to feel the hate again. Seriously no matter what you do you were a bitch to me for atleast 3 months and really all it would have taken was just one glance, just a tiny glance at me. And I would have never gotten mad, but no you chose to ignore and not even look at me at all for 3+ months then you went around telling your stupid new little friends all my secrets. Just cuz I didn't say you can't tell anyone doesn't mean to tell everyone. Then you lied about things tag at anyone with common sense would know and whenever I started to ask you questions you said "gtg" like no you can't just say that then leave
sometimes i masturbate to relief pain and tension in my body. it eases back pain for me and headache...
I love my husband so much! But I know he is abusing me and doesn't honestly love me, so I seek the love from another man that I do not love. The other man loves me and I love my husband. I do this to stay sane. The other man knows I love my husband and not him, my husband does not know. This way I get to love the man I want desperately but feel loved too. I honestly just wanted not to feel just pain anymore. The other mans touch is amazing and makes me feel human not a sex doll, while I still get to be with the man I have desperately tired to keep beside me always. Oh and the other man has a wife that is like my husband. I hate the circle I've begun but it's either that or I end my life to make the pain stop.
I have strong feelings for my male best friend and I think he has feelings for me back and I'm making a makeout playlist *just in case* it escalates...but it's named something discreet
Everyone says that I am smart, that I seem to have something that others do not. I don't feel that way. Hell, I can't seem to write a frickin paper or speak intelligently in a debate. All I do is regurgitate information for tests in school. Sure I can talk about what interests me; only aggravating thing is that there are no jobs for what interests me anywhere near me. Yes, I am currently trying to write a paper, and yes, I am currently stone walled dead on how to write it. I've been working on the thing all day!
Stuck between two girls, one that likes me I think, and one that supposedly don't. I'm so confused right now. I'm really not a bad guy, but I am one with one too many bad experiences. I just want to make myself hate all the women in the world. I hate women. They come into your life and make you feel warm and welcome, only to find out that you're just a mean to an end at the end. I HATE women, and I hate myself. Thought I was stronger. We all die to them in the end.
I've cheated on my wife and it kills me. I love the instant gratification, but I can't do it anymore. My family means too much.
Why didn't I go outside with you??? And take the hug that you offered two months ago???? I AM WAITING FOR YOU TO ASK AGAIN...STUPID YOU AND STUPID ME......LIFE IS SHORT. PLEASE DONT BE ALL NICE AND THEN BECOME COLD TO ME. I HATE PLAYING HARD TO GET...I AM A GIRL, I CAN ONLY HANDLE THIS SOOO MUCH......I CRY ABOUT YOU JACKASS AND I WISH YOU WOULD JUST ASK.
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