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I miss you, but I have no right to. I barely even know you - and yet I can't seem to shake the feeling like you were meant to be in my life... Like we could share something incredible if you would just give this a chance.
Maybe I'm building this up in my head to be something bigger than it really is. All I know is that the chemistry we had was like nothing I've experienced before.
I keep thinking that maybe if our timing were better, things could have been different.
I feel weak asking for help. I feel like that's all I ever did when I was younger. I was constantly asking ad I didn't do anything on my own. Now I feel like I have to hide it. I have to seem like the strong person when all I want to do is curl up and cry...
I love my boyfriend to death! And I try my hardest to do all that I can for him! I even decided to go to college in an area that I thought he would like.
One of my most biggest fears is people I know really well and or love doesn't trust me.
Today my love, told me he didn't trust me.
I don't know what to do... All I can do is cry right now and wait until I can put my smiling face back on.
My friends think that im a bad liar, but they have no idea the secrets I've been keeping from them and the lies I tell them everyday. They dont know I cry every night, that im in love with my best friend whos straight, im a drug addict who weight 75 lbs now, and that every scar shows how many times I've ever said "Im fine" when im obviously not.
I am a satanist. I am only thirteen, so i have to deal with my parents. I don`t think it is wrong, it is kind of like being a pagan or something. People say its an awful thing where you worship the devil or satin, but it really is not. I wish people would understand or to have have at least one friend who gets me. My parents are both atheists so that is what i tell them I am. I don`t harm people, I mean i would never be able to. I think i am a good person. right? I have always found Pagan or Satanic beliefs more believable, real. I want to tell someone, but i am emo or whatever they are calling it. So if i went up to my friends or someone in my family and told them that i was a satanist they would not take me seriously. I hope someone gets me...
Ashley killed herself yesterday. We were best friends throughout highschool and even dated for 2 years. And yet, even though I know shes gone and she did it because of me, I'm glad that she killed herself. All I feel is relief that shes gone and I can now be free to be myself. Does that make me a bad person?
i told myself to move on but I get upset when you don't talk to me. what the hell....
You will never know how you saved my life by not having anything sharp in your home when you left. You won't ever know how much I regret wishing you did.
I almost killed myself a couple of years ago because my brother got a girl pregnant in high school. It went as far as having the gun in my hand. To this day none of my friends or family members know.
I wet the bed until I was almost 9 years old, without almost anyone outside of my family knowing.
My best friend was the only person I ever told, because we bunked together in a tent for a week long Boy Scout summer camp thing. I told him about it becuase I usually wore pull ups to bed at night (called Goodnights) and I didn't want to worry about hiding it for all that time.
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